Less than perfect..

da past weeks has been less den perfect..

1. It was a mad rush in da office. I hadda werk OT practically everydae. This equates to less time spent wif da pple who matter. It was made worse when my mom and bro were in taiwan, and i felt dat i sld be hm to accompany my dad coz da house cld get so silent when ur alone.

2. i was suppose to go on leave fer nearly 8 daes fr 19-26 dec. But due to da crazee amount of werk dat kept on accumulating over da past weeks, my leave schedule has depleted to a mere 4 daes. It sux dat i hafto go bk once every two or three daes.

3. i made plans fer dis break. i will be goin clubbing, to da zoo, xmas shopping, etc. i will be changing my hp, spending quality and quantity time wif my family and frens. Nw, i dun tink i'd be clubbing, i prob wun be goin to da zoo coz sim mi lai juz msged to sae she wun be going, plus i dun haf time to shop since i'd be bk at werk.

4. i tried a new approach and carried a new mentality - i tried to make my daes happie, so i can be effective and efficient at werk, plus da pple around me can benefit fr dis "sunny side of da street". i sucked it up and jovially did my werk - everythingy was delivered in time. i took half dae leave on 19 dec instead of one dae so i cld still go out wif baby in da afternoon. i cheered baby up as best as i cld becoz he was having a bad week. i went hm wif smiles so my family cld feel dat i had a great dae.

in da end, no one knew dat it wasnt all smiles and joy fer me. wad i pain-stakingly did and endured at werk was screwed up due to "unforeseen" circumstances. while one colleague cld cont wif his leave, i hadda clear his shit fer him so my ass wun be screwed. my bosses took fer granted dat i was bk at werk on 19 dec, and piled on da tasks while i was dere in da morn. i skipped lunch and onli left da office at 3+. baby was angry dat da entire dae was ruined. i hadda put on a happie face despite my disappointments and fatigue. more upsetting news fr werk came when my boss called me to inform me of more "salvage" werk to come tmr - i m to clear more of my colleague's shite. fark. im having a cold war wif my parents becoz dey always tink dey knew betta. well sumtimes, dey dun, and i made it reali clear to em dis morn. baby is in a nasty mood nw becoz more shite happened to him.

5. ever since i started werk, i reali hate xmas. y does everyone bask in glitzy flickering lites and jiggle to merry, cheery jingle bells, while i hafto make xmas werk fer em?

Conclusion: Now, i will hafto go to slp wif troubles bubbling in my head.. i will haf no baby's swit goodnite to put me to bed, and i will haf more asses to clean tmr. my happie posts will hafto wait juz one more dae. sigh. dere is onli so much positivity one can haf in em.. but i noe i can always muster up more if need be.