My Life is a Drama..

life parts are of highs and lows..
sumtimes even lingering stand holds..
relationships constantly put on trials..
why m i unsure of their wicked wiles..?
bask in joyous sunshine..
onli to endure da pouring rain..
desperate and bleeding..
juz smile thru da pain..
lacking kinship yet forging ties..
calm these nerves, pls save my life..

*emo*.. i hate werk.. perhaps i need some time fer me, myself and i..

can't wait fer da long vacation ahead.. and den it'd be happie cny, happie v-dae, happie bdae, and happie 2nd yr anniversary.. =)

When ur happie n u noe it, clap ur hands!! *clap clap*

a quick update on da sunshiney-er side of da street.. juz so i can leave my hse wif happie, joyful tots..

- gt my hellgate!! thx baby fer buying it fer me..
- lurve my new psp game dat baby installed fer me.. i wan more plss??
- sucky, but happie supper buffet wif nia, lian and baby..
- pretty, tho overdue bdae and xmas pressies..
- shopping trip wif my aunt and her best fren.. yummy dinner treat tew! =D
- fun furniture shopping wif my family..
- bought tons of cutey new clothes wif mommy fer cny!!
- mani and pedi wif moss dom turned shopping trip wif new shoes and gorgeous necklaces!
- erm, REAL mani and pedi wif moss dom.. pls rem to bring da top coat!
- blissfully happie weekend wif my cutie-poo.. we are da merlion couple! =D
- more hellgate!!
- yummy yu-sheng wif colleagues aft our mthly meeting..
- gloriously good food dat baby's mom cooked (esp fer me!!)..
- warm n cozy pizza dinner wif baby and his family.. =)
- "mini-renov" of my hm.. welcome cny wif pinky colours!! huat ar!
- cutey new rm.. wif new furniture.. yay!
- loh-hay + ktv wif ah joycee, derrick, bo benny, sim mi lai n baby soon!
- make my hair nice nice and pretty pretty fer cny wif ah joycee..
- meet up wif meidong nex sun fer shopping, shopping and more shopping!
- pay dae todae! whoo hoo! - oh yah, have not spoken to baby bout future plans yet..
- start saving more so i can be a rich, rich girl and live happily ever after!!
- start investing.. make more bigg bucks so i can live more happily ever aft!! =P
- more hellgate!!
- explore new places wif baby..!
- plan fer future trips to bkk, taiwan, etc..
- kewl fine dining experience wif baby (bo benny and sim mi lai tew?)..
- artsy fartsy movie screening + dinner wif da artsy fartsy bo benny..
- cny visiting to frens and family.. and red red angbaos!!
- reunion buffet-style dinner da mommy's gonna whip up!!
- baby n my 2nd valentine's dae! soo exciting..
- baby's bdae.. hehehe.. =P
- baby n my 2nd year anniversary.. 2 years oredi can?? heh..

omg.. its oredi 9:56am.. hiya.. cee hw time flies when ur happie.. hehe.. nw i will go to werk.. dun let moss dom and bo benny miss me tew much.. hehe.. haffa great dae!! =D

Am I suppose to be at werk now??

its 9am at da bottom rite hand corner of my laptop.. i was suppose to be at werk 40 mins ago.. but called suan to inform her dat i hadda pack up my stuff (which i tot wld require at least 2 hrs!!), and will reach before 11am..

bt guess wad.. i finished packing in less den 30 mins.. and it was onli 8:10am when i was done! heck.. i still haf like 2+ hrs to waste at hm.. so i decided to stay a lil while longer at hm.. disturboo baby in his slp.. and finally, yes finally update my blog.. (juz fer da record, MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD, BO BENNY!!)

well.. as usual, it was a longg week.. finally received da brochures, and moved on to several other "not-so-taxing" and "time-consuming" projs.. even manage to leave werk earlier den 6:30pm each dae.. which truly has been refreshing and much-anticipated! i still rem da tot dat stuck to me, motivating me to press on at werk.. "its juz anada week, its juz anada week.. and soon, i can go home early, and enjoy da shopping i deserve!! and paint da gawd-damn town red!! whoo hoo!" a lil part of me oso tot, "juz complete dis proj well and suan wun go crazee again! YAY!! HAPPIE DAES AHEAD!!"..

apparently not.. suan chided me sooo bad on fri.. juz before our mthly meeting bout my terrible maths (in da form of GST) dat i broke down fer nearly 30 mins at da stairwell.. i hate it when she insults me so tactlessly in frnt of da whole crowd.. i noe my maths sux, everyone noes it tew! i oredi made it clear dat i cant do accounts, so she betta check da details and calculations instead of me! dun tell me, "im juz checking fer da template.. i trust dat da calculations are rite coz i dun haf time to check.." diaoz.. come on la.. who checks da TEMPLATE instead of da CALCULATIONS when ur dealing wif accounts and tax invoices?!?! *bitch slaps no. 2*

anada person who pissed me off bigg time is da new accounts.. im not pushing all da blame to her becoz shes new, etc. etc, but hw da hell wld i noe dat da formulas are wrong when it was da accounts EXECUTIVE (not clerk okie!) who did da accounts?!?! suan specifically said its BASIC MATHS dat doesnt even require a MATHS GENIUS to comprehend.. well, dun tell me as an accounts exec (i heard shes an accountant elsewhere), you do not even noe a SIMPLE FORMULA?? fer goodness' sakes.. i even asked her soooo many times to check her werk to make sure da amounts are right, coz im a complete goner at dis.. and wad did she do?? she "dissed" me off but asking, "...wad do u wan?" when i approach her wif her mistakes!! wtf.. i noe im a bugger bt i friggin' do not wanna sign my name before asking u to correct ur spelling mistakes, paragraphing mistakes, etc. can?! wah piangz.. tinking bout it is making me more pissed den ever.. where gt accounts exec soooo careless one?! i noe she gt bombed by suan too la.. so i wun sae more nasty stuff - even tho da horrible tots are going thru my brains nw! arghhh!

i hate da fact dat im stuck in dis shite hole due to da fact dat im greedy fer money fer da material world.. i hate it dat i constantly haf to go thru dis emotional abuse (!!!).. bt im thkful dat i haf quick rebounding skills.. juz gimme a few hrs and im gd as new.. well, almost new.. hm.. stoopid no. 2 hasnt banked in our increment money into our giro yet.. i tink dats coz she wans to make us sign da "3 mths notice" thingy when we collect our cheque.. sian.. but wad a clever boss she is.. eh.. nonono.. not clever.. its CUNNING.. wad a CUNNING boss she is.. *pokes pins and knives into voodoo doll"

Back wif a vengeance..

tons of stuff.. most of em revolving around werk (of coz!).. well, wadda ya expect when i werk most of my waking time..? sigh..

guess da p+ brochure and voucher dat bo benny n i haf been werking on is finally done! and nw.. i can move on to other projs dat are wayy overdue.. =P.. juz read fr bo benny's blog dat he left werk on fri at 9.35pm and even came bk to werk at 8am on sat.. oh my goodness.. dats crazee.. i left werk at 7ish on fri.. and im grateful he din drag me bk wif him! suan muz be mad as usual.. totally uncalled fer.. completely overboard.. utterly insane.. i understand if bo benny leaves aft his 1 year.. wad i dun reali understand is HOW and WHY im still hanging on in dis "gawd-forsaken place".. hehe.. yess.. i took moss dom's quote.. =P

had a super long chat wif bo benny at da stairwell juz earlier dis week.. got me into tinking bout tons of stuff.. stuff i nv expected myself to comprehend or realize.. "who or wad has power over me?".. well.. baby has mentioned a couple of times fer me to move on to anada job.. becoz where i am is truly a shitehole.. but aft tokin it out wif bo benny, i finally came to a revelation.. and dat revelation showed me wad sort of person i haf grown up to be..

my reason fer carrying on werking here is due to MONEY. dun tink i will be able to find anada job dat will pay me wad im getting nw.. secondly.. JOB SECURITY.. my frens who had difficulties securing a job fer a fair bit of time will understand wad i mean by dat.. plus i hate going fer interviews.. i enjoy interviewing pple instead! =P

well.. gtg slp nw.. its been a hellava long week.. i noe dere will be worse daes to come ahead.. but lets juz hope dere will be more happier daes! (finally updated post todae at 8:57am - 28th Jan 08)..