Am I suppose to be at werk now??

its 9am at da bottom rite hand corner of my laptop.. i was suppose to be at werk 40 mins ago.. but called suan to inform her dat i hadda pack up my stuff (which i tot wld require at least 2 hrs!!), and will reach before 11am..

bt guess wad.. i finished packing in less den 30 mins.. and it was onli 8:10am when i was done! heck.. i still haf like 2+ hrs to waste at hm.. so i decided to stay a lil while longer at hm.. disturboo baby in his slp.. and finally, yes finally update my blog.. (juz fer da record, MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD, BO BENNY!!)

well.. as usual, it was a longg week.. finally received da brochures, and moved on to several other "not-so-taxing" and "time-consuming" projs.. even manage to leave werk earlier den 6:30pm each dae.. which truly has been refreshing and much-anticipated! i still rem da tot dat stuck to me, motivating me to press on at werk.. "its juz anada week, its juz anada week.. and soon, i can go home early, and enjoy da shopping i deserve!! and paint da gawd-damn town red!! whoo hoo!" a lil part of me oso tot, "juz complete dis proj well and suan wun go crazee again! YAY!! HAPPIE DAES AHEAD!!"..

apparently not.. suan chided me sooo bad on fri.. juz before our mthly meeting bout my terrible maths (in da form of GST) dat i broke down fer nearly 30 mins at da stairwell.. i hate it when she insults me so tactlessly in frnt of da whole crowd.. i noe my maths sux, everyone noes it tew! i oredi made it clear dat i cant do accounts, so she betta check da details and calculations instead of me! dun tell me, "im juz checking fer da template.. i trust dat da calculations are rite coz i dun haf time to check.." diaoz.. come on la.. who checks da TEMPLATE instead of da CALCULATIONS when ur dealing wif accounts and tax invoices?!?! *bitch slaps no. 2*

anada person who pissed me off bigg time is da new accounts.. im not pushing all da blame to her becoz shes new, etc. etc, but hw da hell wld i noe dat da formulas are wrong when it was da accounts EXECUTIVE (not clerk okie!) who did da accounts?!?! suan specifically said its BASIC MATHS dat doesnt even require a MATHS GENIUS to comprehend.. well, dun tell me as an accounts exec (i heard shes an accountant elsewhere), you do not even noe a SIMPLE FORMULA?? fer goodness' sakes.. i even asked her soooo many times to check her werk to make sure da amounts are right, coz im a complete goner at dis.. and wad did she do?? she "dissed" me off but asking, "...wad do u wan?" when i approach her wif her mistakes!! wtf.. i noe im a bugger bt i friggin' do not wanna sign my name before asking u to correct ur spelling mistakes, paragraphing mistakes, etc. can?! wah piangz.. tinking bout it is making me more pissed den ever.. where gt accounts exec soooo careless one?! i noe she gt bombed by suan too la.. so i wun sae more nasty stuff - even tho da horrible tots are going thru my brains nw! arghhh!

i hate da fact dat im stuck in dis shite hole due to da fact dat im greedy fer money fer da material world.. i hate it dat i constantly haf to go thru dis emotional abuse (!!!).. bt im thkful dat i haf quick rebounding skills.. juz gimme a few hrs and im gd as new.. well, almost new.. hm.. stoopid no. 2 hasnt banked in our increment money into our giro yet.. i tink dats coz she wans to make us sign da "3 mths notice" thingy when we collect our cheque.. sian.. but wad a clever boss she is.. eh.. nonono.. not clever.. its CUNNING.. wad a CUNNING boss she is.. *pokes pins and knives into voodoo doll"