My pleasant surprise..

i've been down and out dis couple of daes.. adriell made me smile when he gave me dis..

baby gave me a pleasant surprise when he visited me aft sch todae.. he secretly planted a lil sleepy carebear keychain on my laptop when i was gettin ready to go out to meet lian and nia.. when i found da teeny sleepy bear sitting nice and comfy nearby my family of poohs and bears.. it was uber cute.. *bigg grinz*

wad makes adriell different fr anione else i noe? adriell noes exactly da thingy to do to make me smile when im stuck in da rut.. =).. i love dis new addition.. it definitely made my dae.. and i finally mustered a gleeful smile aft he had endured thru daes of my sour expressions, unreasonable angst and fluctuating mood swings..

fr laz sat till juz dis noon.. i nearly fainted.. i've cried several times.. i've felt emo fer no rhyme or reason.. i gt very pissed.. i considered getting psychological help to tackle my mental problem.. u name da crazee shitass emotions.. i felt it! i dunnoe y i've been feeling down in da dumps these past two daes.. hmm.. it mite be da time of da mth.. plus da fact dat im all teary-eyed as im gonna be giving away / throwing away / donating 8 full bags of my beautiful clothes!! sigh.. and of coz, hw can i ferget da undue stress dat i've been receiving fr no. 2 at werk.. wadeva farked-up shite dat happens, i get da brunt of her anger and sarcasm.. which seems pretty unfair and uncomprehensible to me!! i hope she will juz go awae and leave me alone.. *yah rite! dat wld onli happen if i quit myself!*..

sigh.. i cant wait fer moss dom to return on da 22nd.. and fer no. 2's hormones to be fixed when doc comes bk tmr and dey haf da greatest *bang* of their lives so she can stop making life miserable fer all of us at werk.. im def keeping my fingers crossed!!